Wednesday, April 25, 2012

Christian Death – Only Theatre of Pain (Frontier Records, 1982)

Why, I do thank you all for your politely feigned surprise, but I think we all know that just like bands who leave their biggest single for their supposedly “impromptu” third encore, that discussion of this infamous little number was inevitable sooner or later. After all, as Mick Mercer once famously wrote;

 “Christian Death are the ultimate life is art, art is life brigade. To scoff at them is to wear a huge neon sign stating ‘I Am A Retard’ above your head.” (The Gothic Rock Black Book, Omnibus Press, 1988).

This of course leaves us with the interesting problem of what to say about an album so diabolically influential (in both the figurative and literal sense) that hasn’t been said before?

Perhaps we should begin at the beginning as the Red King sagely advised the White Rabbit?

In this particular tale, the beginning lies with a young man named Roger Painter, who perhaps largely through teenage rebellion against his highly religious upbringing became deeply involved in the burgeoning Los Angeles punk scene and began performing in a variety of small bands. Critical mass is reached however in 1979 when young Roger takes the stage name that would make him an alternative icon from a gravestone he found, becomes known as Rozz Williams and forms the original Christian Death. What makes this feat even more extraordinary though, is when you do the math and realise that the visionary Rozz Williams was only 16 at the time.

The original line-up of Christian Death consisted of Rozz, Jay who had worked with Rozz in an earlier project known as Daukus Karota, James McGearty, and George Belanger.

The band name is commonly reported as having been a pun on “Christian Dior”. If this is true however, then it’s neither a very good nor amusing pun and I’ve often speculated that young Rozz may have been pulling legs and that the name was actually a statement of intent. At the very least, if one can lead a good Christian life, then it does logically follow that one can also experience a “Christian Death”.

Those early gigs must really have been something to behold; a heady mix of occultism, bizarre hair, even more bizarre make up, drugs and Rozz wearing what virtually amounted to drag. With the possible exceptions of the transexuality of Wayne/Jayne County & The Electric Chairs or Nervous Gender, American punters at the time can’t really have seen anything quite like it, let alone the Satanic aspects, and hostile audiences were common. It’s a genuine loss to alternative culture that no live footage of early Christian Death performances remain. (That I know of that is – If you’ve got some bootleg footage, no matter how bad, for the love of God Montresor,  post it on YouTube and hear the chants of ten thousand old Death Rockers praising your name).

Nevertheless, things were on the move. The band replaced Jay with former Adolescents’ guitarist Rikk Agnew and managed to get their track “Dogs” included on the compilation Hell Comes to Your House (Bemisbrain Records, 1981). I really must grab a copy of this – apart from the narscent Christian Death, the album also features early contributions from 45 Grave and The Superheroines, whose vocalist Eva O would later contribute backing vocals to the Only Theatre of Pain album and end up married to Rozz. (A warning to the unwary: Don’t confuse this with the later compilation Hell Comes to Your House (Music for Nations, 1984) which is a metal compilation and will grace you with such luminaries as Manowar, Exciter and Anthrax, and likely leave you very confused).

The Bemisbrane Records (1981) compilation - yes, 
you want this version, not the other one

Their appearance on Hell Comes to your House would apparently seal the deal for Christian Death with Frontier Records, but wait – there’s a prequel to all this, known as the Deathwish EP (L’Invitation Au Suicide, 1984). Although it’s commonly accepted as Christian Death’s second release, it was actually recorded first, although not released until several years later. If you happen to own an original release with the enclosed booklet of poetry, it’s probably very collectable and worth something.

On Deathwish we are graced with some fine cover art with “Who Shall Deliver Me?” by Belgian artist Fernand Knopff. I believe I may have mentioned that I have bit of a thing for symbolist art before, but here I find the choice of art interesting, considering that it was released long after the original line up had disbanded for reasons largely associated with drugs. Note the pin-prick pupils. It would seem, Knopff’s model may have drunk a considerable quantity of laudanum or smoked a pipe of poppy prior to posing. Sadly, this was far from the last time that hard drugs and Rozz Williams would cross paths, a situation seemingly exploited by certain record companies in the 90s to release material often of very dubious quality.

The Deathwish EP however,  remains both epic and vital, and not least because it remains the earliest official recording of a hugely influential band who were almost single-handedly responsible for marrying the UK Goth and USA Deathrock scenes. It also contains “Dogs”, one of my all time favourites from the band.


Dogs (Fan Video)

Desperate Hell (Fan Video - I suspect some images in this one are actually of Rozz’s industrial / performance art side project Premature Ejaculation)

This of course brings us to the Only Theatre of Pain LP which although recorded later than the Deathwish EP was nevertheless released first and thus for most of the world would form their first introduction to the band. It’s hard to say anything here that isn’t completely hackneyed or without resorting to outright hyperbole.

The whole album is at once both immaculate and groundbreaking. There has rarely been anything quite like it, and it stands to this day as a towering call to arms of what early Deathrock could have been and a howling mockery of what so many other pretenders failed to achieve.

Only Theatre of Pain remains a bizarre album, not least for Rozz’s highly distinctive and unusual vocals which can’t have sat easily with the LA punk set of the time, but also for its lyrics, heavily steeped in the occult and Satanism while remaining vastly more subtle and introspective than the cartoonish interpretations of other “Satanic” poseurs of the time like, say England’s metal reprobates Venom (Welcome to Hell, Neat Records, 1981).

There really isn’t a dud track on Only Theatre of Pain. Since they’re all there below, there’s not really much point in discussing them at length save to point out the obvious highlights of “Figurative Theatre”, “Spiritual Cramp” and “Romeo’s Distress”, while the atmospherics of side openers “Cavity – First Communion” and “Stairs – Uncertain Journey” ably add to the album’s overall sinister effect. Only Theatre of Pain of course ends with “Resurrection – Sixth Communion”, culminating with Rozz screaming “resurrection!” over and over again like a demented Dalek. Then we close with “Prayer”; it’s a song of sorts, that rather than comment on I think I’ll let readers amuse themselves with finding ways to get it to play backwards, a little game I used to entertain myself with back in the day.

(A second warning to the unwary: Unless you own professional tier turntables, DON’T try to play vinyl backwards – you’ll only end up damaging your album and destroying the needle.)

Cavity First Communion

Figurative Theatre

Burnt Offerings

Mysterium Iniquitatis

Dream for Mother

Stairs Uncertain Journey (Live 1993)

Spiritual Cramp (fan video)

Romeo’s Distress

Resurrection – Sixth Communion


Some words are probably required on the cover art here. The original artwork for Only Theatre of Pain was designed by Rozz himself. You already know that you’re looking at something truly iconic when tattoo pics like this can be found online:

It’s also worth considering the almost equally iconic band photos on the rear of the album. Here we are greeted by the sight of Rozz looking splendidly sinister if  androgenous and bassist James McGearty bearing the kind of distinctive and unique hairstyle and makeup that could only have existed in the early years before the scene developed a more or less standardised look. Most striking of all though has to be the image of guitarist Rikk Agnew managing to look suavely evil while cradling what appears to be a mummified cat.

Quite apart from that, Christian Death are a record collectors’ wet dream, having long form of releasing albums with alternate cover art and album titles. Only extreme Kiss fans I’ve met over the years, desperate to get their mitts on the rare Japanese release can come close to matching the level of collecting fanaticism. Only Theatre of Pain was no exception with multiple variations on the original cover art emerging over the years. Perhaps most interesting of all is the beige version (Frontier Records, 2011), shown below in the lower right which is reportedly Rozz's original concept sketch.

"There's a pale one and a bronze one and a white one and a beige one,
 and they're all based on the same design and they all look much the same."

To further add to the variety, from around 2005 through 2010, Frontier Records began to issue a series of Only Theatre of Pain on coloured vinyl. Orange, clear, purple, red, white, pink and yellow versions are known to exist. Meanwhile, French label L’Invitation Au Suicide apparently didn’t get the cover art memo for their 1983 re-release, and went off doing their own thing using French historical artist Georges Rochegrosse’s “Andromaque” depicting Greek soldiers preparing to throw Hector’s wife from the walls of Troy.

In the end though, it doesn’t really matter if you’re a fanatical record collector, or simply a fan of dark rock. There are certain albums in the genre that should be compulsory to own, and Only Theater of Pain is one of them. It is indisputably one of the most shining jewels in the crown of Goth and Deathrock.

The Deathwish EP and Only Theatre of Pain remain the sole releases by the original lineup of Christian Death (although they would reform for a one-off gig, minus bassist James McGearty, released on CD as Iconologia (Triple X Records, 1993) and on VHS as Christian Death Featuring Rozz Williams Live (Cleopatra Records, 1995)).

Cleopatra video release of the 1993 reunion gig. Rozz's chosen wardrobe
 of suit and tie with flared trousers was apparently not met with audience approval.

After Only Theatre of Pain, the original line up would disintegrate, for reasons usually ascribed to internal feuding and drugs. For most bands, this would have been the end. But oh, no, no. The strange tale of Christian Death has a long way to go yet.
And, children, I will relate it to you. But before I do, remind me to introduce you to some kids called Pompeii 99.

Stay tuned. Same bat time, same bat channel. 

  1. Cavity – First Communion
  2. Figurative Theatre
  3. Burnt Offerings
  4. Mysterium Iniquitatis
  5. Dream For Mother
  6. Stairs – Uncertain Journey
  7. Spiritual Cramp
  8. Romeo’s Distress
  9. Resurrection – Sixth Communion
  10. Prayer
Later re-releases on CD post 1993 commonly also contain the Deathwish EP as bonus tracks:
  1. Deathwish
  2. Romeo’s Distress
  3. Dogs
  4. Desperate Hell
  5. Spiritual Cramp
  6. Cavity
Christian Death  circa 1979

Lineup: Rozz Williams (vocals), Rikk Agnew (guitar), James Mc Gearty (bass), George Belanger (drums), Eva O & Ron (backing vocals on Only Theatre of Pain).


  1. Cleopatra Records is advertising (in print media) an upcoming, multi-CD box set of Rozz-era material by Christian Death. There's nothing about it on their website, though. :(

  2. I would have thought Cleopatra Records had shamelessly exploited Rozz's legacy as far as was possible. Apparently not.

  3. I like finding out that others appreciate this album as much as I do. Only Theatre of Pain was a life-changing album for me. One on hand, it's a bummer that this lineup recorded such a small amount of material, but on the other hand, it is difficult to imagine anything better than Only Theatre of Pain. The fact that there is only an album and EP is probably one of the things that makes the early Christian Death such a legend.

    Anyway, I just got the 2011 remaster. I don't really hear much of a difference, but regardless, I am still blown away by how great the album is and how there is really nothing else like it. Not only are the songs great, but the flow of the album is perfect. It is hard to listen to just one song. Listening to the entire album is an experience that few albums provide. I realized a few years ago this is one of my favorite albums because I can listen to the entire thing over and over and over and at pretty much any time.

    I was always amused at Rikk Agnew's photo on the back. I was even more amused when I found out that some of the early pressings have "Here Kitty, Kitty, Kitty" inscribed in the runout groove.

  4. Anyone know what these lines from "Mysterium Iniquitatis" reference?

    Peru Resh!
    Ahis zyxur li peru resh

    The rest of the song contains phrases that are written backwards, but this section at the end is different.

    There must be some significance because those phrases also appear in other songs.

    "Stairs - Uncertain Journey" has "Ahis zyxur li" and "Peru Resh" is used again in "Desperate Hell."

    1. I asked Rozz this question in a letter I wrote to him sometime around 1991. He replied "Ahis Zykur Li Peru Resh was an automatic writing that became somewhat of a mantra for me."

  5. I've seen that question asked quite a few times around the net and am yet to see anyone deliver a satisfactory answer. I might make a few educated guesses though.

    A) The most obvious possibility, given the song's other lyrics is that it's something pronounced phonetically that makes sense when played backwards. I've tried playing Mysterium Inquitatis backwards through audio software though, and while it sounds kinda funky, this didn't reveal anything interesting.

    B) The second option is that "Ahis zyxur li peru resh" is from a magickal language like Enochian or Ouranian Barbaric. It certainly does sound like it could be. Looking at the online dictionaries, this doesn't appear to be from either of them, but I would imagine others exist. Also, some magicians have been known to develop magickal languages for their own personal use. If Rozz had his own magickal tongue then quite literally, as Rozz sings in Deathwish; "no one outside knows what it means".

    C) A third possibility is that Rozz's fascination with surrealism is well documented and it may well be made up gibberish with Rozz laughing from beyond the grave at people like us trying to make sense of it.

    If anyone still alive does know then I'd think Rikk Agnew, Eva O or Ryan Wildstar would be the most likely bets.

  6. "and it stands to this day as a towering call to arms of what early Deathrock could have been and a howling mockery of what so many other pretenders failed to achieve."

    Yep, pretty much this.

  7. Christian Death are indeed a great band but your disses towards heavy metal make you sound like a tosser.

  8. James is a metal fan, Anonymous. Dissing a couple of bands does not equate to dissing an entire genre. I'm definitely a metalhead, for example, and I've never much cared for, "luminaries [such] as Manowar, Exciter and Anthrax." Venom rules, though.

  9. And on that subject, I can't actually find anything negative I've said about metal in this post, simply stated the fact that there are two versions of "Hell Comes to Your House" and one is a metal compilation and hence, not the one we're interested in.
    As Lightening B. has implied however I do actually own a very extensive collection of metal albums, especially from the 80s. In fact I used to DJ the stuff before I got going on the Goth thing, so I daresay that if for some reason I DID decide to diss it, I'd probably have a pretty fucking good idea what I was talking about.
    Now if you'll excuse me I must get back to work - I'm way under my tossing quota.

  10. Thanks for the post on one of my favorite bands, "Theater" has been in my top five records for about 30 years. This LP, "Cry For Help" (mentioned below) and others transported me as a teen from my boring suburban existence to an imagined dark land full of dangerous gods, alluring music and tantalizing Gothic girls.

    Fans might want to check out Rozz's wife Eva O's band The Super heroines, really only the LP "Cry For Help". It's def Goth and a little Metalish as well, which I don't mind.

    Frontier has some pretty nice C.D. vinyl at reasonable prices. The parchment colored OTOP vinyl (in pic above, bottom right) came on colored vinyl with a 7" for about $14 shipped, you might be able to find one on ebay. They also just released the Edward Colver C.D. 7", he was the photographer that took many of the classic C.D. pics. The 7" wasn't as good a deal as some others but I bought it anyway.

  11. Here's that early video you wish existed:

    1. and here's your solution to playing records backwards, safely!...